Getting Sick Again

My wife thinks she is getting sick again.  Yesterday my wife was at work and sent me a message that she felt like she was spinning out of cotrol.  After going back and forth with her for a while, she finally decided to leave work.  Late yesterday evening she sent me a message she felt like she was getting sick again.  She was having suicidal thoughts and her mind was racing.  Of course this happens when I am 3 hours away.  I made her give her medication to my oldest daughter and told her to hide it.  I really dont think I am mentally and physically prepared to deal with her getting sick. I really want to focus more on my health.  But, as always the case, I have to put others well being ahead of mine.