Nine Years

This past Saturday marked my 9 year wedding anniversary.  I can't believe I am still married to this woman.  Especially after all we have been through.  Despite my cheating and her depression/suicide attempts, we have  managed to stay together.  At times I am thankful for her.  At other times, I think I would be much better off without her.  For now, fate seems to think we need each other.  We'll see if this relationship survives another 9 years or if it just fizzles away to nothing.